This post entry has become an annual routine for me. Subconsciously, my mind keeps thinking of making this entry even though today is Sunday. So far, no one has asked me out to do any celebration. May be most of the people from my age don't stick with the same company for 4 years continously.
Actually, this year is more special because the world cup is in town again, just like my first year. When I first joined the company, everyone in the office was so heated over the possible champion and the topic at the rectangular table was always football, football and football. In contrast, there are quite few co-workers talking about football during lunch now. No one has strong opinion whether Brazil or Spain should win the World Cup 2010. Are we getting old? These pointless debates are getting meaningless nowadays? Asking myself all these questions made me realized that most of the people in the office from my first year were long gone from the company, even our agile Hitler. Though farewell still upset me, I learned to give my blessing to the person, who decided to leave the company this year. It was of course not easy. However, sadness is leading us to no where. To be able to let go is a good way to carry the relationship to be extended at another platform.
This year was like driving on a suburban road, where holes and stones made the car hopping up and down in the middle of the journey. Smokes occasionally came out from the engine when some parts of the road were simply too bumpy. Under this circumstance, mechanical patchwork was required to make the vehicle reaching another big milestone. The constant focus and strong mindset was drilled to the maximum to endure the rocky ride. At some point in the drive, I realized that it was worthwhile for a split of the second. It was the moment when I was promoted to become a senior engineer. Baskin Robbins feast was held to appreciate the members in my working environment for supporting my growth along the way.
For the next coming year, I wish for a humble and innocent soul because continuous learning is the key to grow and stretch myself beyond the current state. May the next coming year be a good year. Certainly, I am expecting unexpected hiccups. Mentally, I am prepared to cope with surprises. Just pray that the surprises are not too big for tiny me to handle.
Last but not least, happy working anniversary, leangz. For another good geek year, cheers! :-)